For the sake of drawing a line under everything once and for all:
I think the guy is a dickhead as a bloke (nobody can comment on my personal dealings with him any more than I can comment on other peopleās dealings with people who I donāt know), and I think that he makes life way harder than he needs to. He does all the hard bits and then the easy bits are often ballsed up needlessly, and he does completely contradict himself frequently while looking for plaudits / trying to deflect. I donāt like that heās always got an excuse up his sleeve, which he turns into a medal if things go his way, and I donāt like that he can behave badly and isnāt pulled up on it. I donāt like that heās downright lied previously, either, in terms of what he tells people privately one day and then claims publicly the next. I find it disingenuous; I donāt think itās always just āplaying the gameā. I donāt like it at all. I also donāt think he is as good as he thinks he is, and his trophy cabinet isnāt bulging for a manager of his experience and profile. Perhaps he is about to add to it, though. I make no apologies for any of that.
BUT - I donāt think he is a bad manager. I think he isnāt as good as most people believe, absolutely I donāt, but Iāve said numerous times this season, even when we have been in the mud, āI will not call for him to go.ā Iāve become infuriated with him but I havenāt done that. I actively said to myself that after last season, he had earned the right. At least publicly, I havenāt done it. Iāve criticised him (you might have noticed) but I havenāt said that I want his P45 issuing. Iāll groan and grunt and roll my eyes, and Iāll thump him when he deserves it (because sometimes he
does deserve it), but Iāve also praised him on numerous occasions. After the Gillingham game the other week I was one of the first people saying he spoke well and deserved credit for re-focusing after half time, for example. You have no integrity as a human being if you canāt offer credit when itās due, just as you have no integrity if you never think anything isnāt good enough and only kiss peopleās arses. Also, whether people admit it or not, holding others to account is necessary and often beneficial. Everybody needs it. Being a good friend isnāt blindly supporting; sometimes itās essential to say, āYouāre wrong and youāre making a mistake, and Iām telling you that because I care if you mess this up.ā
Whatever anybodyās opinions or views, people who spend their time and energy posting on this forum do so because they love the club. They post here because they care; they hurt for days after a defeat because they care; they let off steam because they care; they run around the house when we score the winning goal because they care. In normal times, they spend hundreds and even thousands of pounds every year, watching games home and away, because they care. If they didnāt care then they wouldnāt be here at all. So I really think itās silly that there ever has to be any sort of divide, or labelling of people, or that anybody has to be put into a category, or a āteamā, or that anybody can be called less or more of a fan than anybody else, when every person on here wants the same thing. I could quite easily kickstart the Cult of Karl - or as I think it would best be known, the CoK - and Iām sure it would catch on and give us all a new bone to chase. It would definitely make me giggle. But I havenāt. Yet. No, I wonāt. Probably. Either way, I donāt think anybody here did anything other than smile and punch the air come 2pm. I know that I did.
Just my opinion, anyway. We can all have different thoughts and different views, and sometimes we will be right and sometimes we will be wrong in what we believe, but I like to think that most people here are smart enough to realise that everybody around them is a fan. One or two individuals probably wonāt ever get that, and will only ever prioritise their own sense of self-importance that comes with digging people out or putting themselves on a pedestal for the sake of likes, but thatās their problem. Whatever they need to get them through the day. I personally believe that 99% of Oxford fans have enough about them to understand that even those they disagree with are as passionate about the club as anybody else. I really donāt think that anybody needs to be labelled or called a name of any description to justify that. Nobody can claim to be a champion for positivity by indulging in something so negative.
And anyway, you should just be happy that I didnāt mention that we currently donāt have a right back, and that one of our two senior centre backs (McNally hasnāt played a single professional game) is currently struggling to be fit, which could still end up costing us purely because we refuse to sign defenders. Iāve put the effort in to avoid that today
Line drawn - I canāt really say anything more or fairer than that ever again. Iām off for a shower beer. Feel free to join me.
Peace and f*cking. And now, more than ever,
believe.