Just to add to the above, its not "just me" it seems....latest poll I could find on the web......from YouGov
Brexit Party 37%,
Lib Dem 19%,
Lab 13%,
Green 12%,
Con 7%,
Change UK 4%,
UKIP 3%,
SAMPLE SIZE: 3,864 GB adults
WHAT IT SHOWED: This poll will make devastating reading for the Tories on the eve of the European elections. They have slumped on 7% into fifth place behind the Brexit Party, Lib Dems, Labour and the Greens. It is more good news for Nigel Farage’s Brexit Party which is storming ahead on 37% and is comfortably in first place. The poll is also good news for the Liberal Democrats whose unequivocal stance on Brexit is helping their electoral fortunes.