Inconsolable. There was only one winner after we equalised and yet somehow we didn’t win. Chances galore - Henry’s choice to pass rather than shoot into the gaping corner, Dickie’s header and others - and then a crazy sequence of events: Browne would have been clean through had he chased after the ball instead of whining to the linesman, Moore’s decision to duck the keeper’s clearance (did Onyedimna call pretending to be Eastwood, or was it Eastwood?), was Onyedimna offside (looked it on the angle I saw!) and then Eastwood taking Onyedimna out (can’t believe there are people on here arguing it was not a pen!!).
It’s one thing to lose when an opponent blasts a 25 yarder in the top corner (a la Josh Ruffles v Wycombe last year); its quite another to lose like that - completely against the run of play and in the most preventable way imaginable against a team that time wasted from the 10th minute onwards and had 5 shots in 90 minutes. The hard part was equalising; once we had done that, Wycombe were on the rack and the only way they were ever going to score again was a set piece or a mistake, or, as it happens, both. We weren’t beaten by a better team or by a moment of magic; we beat ourselves and gifted away a golden chance for promotion. That’s why it hurts so much and why it will take a long, long time to get over this one.
What has not really been discussed on this forum (to my knowledge) and what concerns me the most since the vote on how to end this season in mid-June is whether there will even be a League 1 season next year because of Covid-19. There’s enough money in the Championship that I was confident that if Oxford went up, I would be able to watch us play each week next year.
But, given the costs of regular Covid testing and the lack of match day revenues, is anyone confident that this group of League 1 owners who voted not to finish THIS season are going to agree to start NEXT season and pay all the costs associated with up to a 46-game League season without fans? I don’t really want to add further doom and gloom on a day like this, but even if there is no second wave in England next winter (which seems unlikely), I find it really difficult to believe that the owners will agree to start the 2020/21 League 1 season in September and all teams are going to play 46 games to the finish.