I so understand what you are saying, the chance to get to the game and get the distraction from the illness is such a tonic. The very best to you with your recovery.I can speak from personal experience, I missed 75% of last season through I'll health, I had lymphoma,and had to a load of chemotherapy, I had bought my season ticket prior to this, ,and it could have made more sense of i could have returned it and been refunded, and I could have started again this year, the big but in this case is that the thought of my seat being available when I wanted it helped me in my recovery in trying to get back to normal.