Sadly the direction of travel (particularly since Thohir has taken full control, ruled in absence and delegated running of the club to corporate types in suits for whom fan satisfaction isn’t a metric you can put into a spreadsheet therefore is a complete irrelevance) is almost entirely in the opposite direction…
I do have to say (sadly) that of recent months and weeks, I am finding it increasingly difficult to summon up the enthusiasm and excitement for the club that has been pretty constant for more than half a century - despite the travails we have had at various times.
I suspect it is a combination of things, but I can't actually find much to be positive about.
On the pitch, we have a hamstrung squad due to the embargo who (as far as I have seen so far this season) are playing football that isn't really any more exciting or progressive than it has been in recent years. We have just changed from 'try to score a goal then shut up shop' to 'shut up shop and then try to score a goal'. Personally (and I don't expect the more positive to agree with this) a mid table finish is the best we can hope for - and at this moment I would take that.
A couple of whiney 'want away' players have not improved my mood, even if they might have a point!
Off the pitch, I can only see disorganisation, failure and incompetence over the last few years. Players being signed who were 'owners picks' and never going to make it, others who flopped and were sold at a loss with few consistent successes over that time. Look at this season's squad. It is barely changed from when we went up - weaker in many areas - with many of the same players. The waste of money in the meanwhile has been breath-taking.
The club management (not the manager) are awful. They are increasingly remote (both in distance and attitude), actively hostile and untruthful to the fans representative body, completely uncommunicative, unaware (or dismissive of) the history, support, traditions and ethos of the club. The only thing that seems to interest them is that the word 'Oxford' is in the name and maybe they can somehow piggy-back on the international name and reputation of the university. The same university who have never shown the slightest interest in our club.
But even worse than all that is that the club is now in a position where we are relying on the whims of one man, not just for the day to day propping up of the club financially (which is a wider discussion in itself) but for the very existence of the club. So it becomes hard to criticise him because if he slings his hook, those old replica shirts in our cupboards will become a bitter reminder of what we have lost rather than a way to remember past glories (and failures). I cannot see the club as a going concern that ANY other person would want to buy off Thohir. There would be better options, cheaper for anyone one who wanted to dip their toes into this rich man's hobby.
To me, the stadium project (which is all that can save us, of course) is wildly over-expensive (and of course we all know what happens to construction costs when works actually starts - they do not go down). To the extent that even at this late stage of proceedings, I cannot see it getting built.
The fact that there is so much discussion on here of finance (both of SCMP and stadium matters) is reflective of the trouble we are in (and is not unreasonable) really sucks the fun out of the football for me.
Of course, it is possible that I am wrong. The stadium goes ahead, the embargo is lifted at Christmas somehow, there is investment in the team, a management team is installed that actually gives a sh!t about the supporters and talks to them etc etc. At the moment though I can only see one direction of travel.
I'll still be at the games of course. I've bought a couple of shirts. I'll cheer the team on. But presently, there are black thoughts always at the back of my mind.
Sorry to be depressing, but I am sure others are feeling the same and I needed to express myself.